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Sunday, November 10, 2013 | 12:00 AM | 0Comment

Assalamualaikum and hi,



I just finished watching Ice Princess and this is what I don't like watching these kind of movies. It just makes me start dreaming. The video up there is a clip of the finale performance of Casey, a physics geek, which adds the awesomeness in her.

Well, I've always wanted to be an ice skater. Like be really good and graceful in ice skating. It's always what I wanted but Idk -.- Maybe I don't really want to compete and such but seeing someone who can skate really gracefully just makes me so jealous of her.

Idk why but somehow I know that if I'm really good at ice skating, when I skate, it just makes me feel free and makes me feel that I'm flying and I'm in a world of prettiness. I know neither of this makes any sense. Oh how I wish I can explain how I really feel. It's just, no words can explain how I really feel.

Sometimes, I wish my dad isn't too conservative. I always believed that the fact that I'm not in ballet, music and ice skating because it's not very Islamic. I know that it isn't but it's not that I wanna like go compete and wear those body fitting clothes. I just wanna learn. I wanna be graceful like all girls should be. And I don't see anything wrong if I know the shariah and my intention is just learning and have my fun time without getting too distracted. There must be a way to not get too distracted.

Sometimes, I wish I am able to do everything I've dreamed of. Those impossible things like ice skating. It just makes me sad, sometimes.

Toodles.