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Monday, October 28, 2013 | 10:16 PM | 0Comment Assalamualaikum and hello,  One day, when I was walking with Munsmuns around the Edu TR classes area, Muns stopped and talked to this somebody, I assumed her classmate. I was like where did he come from? Looking all handsome with his magnificent smile. It was love at first sight, ceh. Okay, so it wasn't. It was just a crush. After knowing he had a girlfriend, I stopped having a huge crush on him. It was sad but yeah whatever. I didn't even know him. Around the study week of final exam, I went to the library first planning to meet Muns there as she had something else going on before that which I forgot what it was. So, as I didn't wear or bring my glasses, I couldn't see people clearly. I mean like 50 meters ahead I guess or maybe less. I don't know. Not very good at estimating. Okay, maybe its more understandable if I tell how much power I have on my glasses. So, basically, both are 100. So, yeah. Whatevs. Back to the story. So, I sat at a table around the usual area we usually sit. Three or four tables in front of me was two girls which I didn't recognize who but they kept looking at me and talking with each other. It was weird. I just ignored but of course my mind was full of curiosity. Were they talking about me? Anyways, then A came and sit with them. I was like oh they are Maryam people. One seem very familiar but I just couldn't tell. Oh I hate being half blind. That was exaggerating. Lol. Then, A looked at me (I think). I just couldn't tell exactly but he did looked at my direction, not sure if he was. Then, Muns came. Thank god. I told her the incident and she looked at those two girls and said to me one was Elly. Lol no wonder! Blame my blurry vision. I felt so bad for not recognizing her and thought I should fix the situation. I didn't want her to think I'm not friendly or something. So, luckily my phone was keeping on track. The battery was extremely low and I went to a table near a point which is near to their table. Then, I acted as if I started to recognize Elly and waved at her and signaled 'sorry tak nampak. Tak pakai specs' and as I was doing some sign language I might call it (I don't know haha), A waved at me too! I was kinda surprised and just waved back. Then, I went to sit at the table. A few minutes later, A got up to go out, I guess he was heading to the masjid cos dah masuk Asar. He passed by my table and stop and asked me, "Study apa tu?" with his gorgeous smile (hahahaha why am I starting to feel that this is creepy? Hahaha). I smiled my widest smile and answered, "oh BTQ hihi". I couldn't feel any happier! Our first conversation hahaha. Months passed and foundation is finally over, insyaAllah. A friend of mine told me that A likes me. I was like no he doesn't. He has a girlfriend. Everybody knows that. He told me something surprising but yeah whatever. Basically, they "broke up" to make it less confusing. I was like this is like a dream come true. (Not the break up part cos I really like them together cos she is really really pretty and she's a very nice girl unlike me, I adore her!) Somebody I had a crush on, likes me! But I don't want to believe it tho cos well, I don't want the history to repeat. I can't bare to be heartbroken again and feel the pain all over again. So, I decided to just leave it like that. Then a few days later, my friend asked if he could give my number to him cos he asked for it and so I just gave the permission cos I know him and all. Then, we started texting each other on whatsapp until today. It's like fate. It's like we are meant for each other. We're not together (yet, hahaha perasan) but I hope we will be. I don't mind if we aren't, I guess. I mean maybe he doesn't like me like that. I don't wanna set my hopes too high. I'll just go with the flow. But we are pretty much close now. Very close. It's like we can talk about everything to each other. It's a good sign right? Lol. He is such a caring man. I like him. I wish I can tell him that. Lol.
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