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Monday, May 20, 2013 | 12:38 PM | 0Comment

Assalamualaikum.

(Yay another random words for a title. Haven't done that for a while.)

After finished watching The Perks of a Wallflower just now and 'browsing' some korean songs I used to listen and crying again, I fell asleep. And I had a dream. Yes, it's about him. Usually, I dream that he'll send me texts and whatsapps but this time, it's different.

I dreamt that he's my neighbour and he was about to go somewhere and his mom got off the car to come into my house cos' the gate was open and me and my mum were gardening. She was so excited to see me. The only thing I remember what she told me was, 'Oh so this is Miza. Bolehlah makcik kenalkan dengan anak makcik tu'. Which is weird cos' in that dream, I understood that her mum already knows me through his stories but whatever right.

And then, Iylia and Dijah suddenly came into picture. This time, we weren't at my house anymore. We were somewhere I don't quite recognize where and they were like comforting me and stuff. I did told him I wanna disappear so what I did was reply his whatsapp as short as possible and he didn't like that. So, he sent me a very long text which I can't remember what but the point that I remember is that he didn't like me disappearing and he wants us to get married. He asked me to think about it and tell him tomorrow. I was so shocked and surprise. I went to facebook and saw he put my picture as his default picture. This picture is not the ones I posted but the one in my phone which I didn't post it anywhere. I was a bit pissed and a lil bit touched.

I thought to myself, 'He loves me :') He really does'. Dijah and Iylia adviced me on this. Weird right. Those are the definition of dreams. Dreams are always weird. Btw, I woke up to the Kim Possible tone I set for notifications, basically whatsapp and wechat and email and other things except for messages cos the tone for that is the Totally Spies tone. I just love talking about these tones cos' I get to use both! Muehehe anyways, the tone woke me up and I took my phone in a blink of an eye and checked who whatsapp-ed/wechat-ed me and with full hope that it was from him and guess what it was from him.

I just miss him so much. He sent me a 'wechat' of a piano cover of the Irresistible song played by him. I asked him who tapped the wechat 'button' for him and he told me that he used his foot. Lol. And he asked me to call him to listen to the whole song cos' I asked him to finish it and he told me that it's really hard to use the foot. He was lucky that I looooove pianos so I called after taking his home number even when I really wanted him to call me but what-evs. I thought he played the guitar like most of the guys does. If it was a guitar I wouldn't want to call him, he has to call me.

He asked me to call him last night for the piano thing but I refused. And what he did just now, really made me think. Does he still loves me? And then I thought, no he doesn't, he told me he doesn't anymore and it's probably just a friend thing. Sometimes, I tell myself, don't waste your tears Miza, if he really likes you, he'll never give up on you but if he does, don't be sad about it cos' he's not the one for you and you deserve someone so much better than him.

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