Dear future,

Today, my heart is totally crushed into a billion of pieces. It was broken but it still had hope but now, its totally crushed, and I am very very sad about it.

I do not know what did I do that makes him hate me that much :'( I seriously have no idea what. I know he hates me, thats why I'm crushed.

Before, I wasn't sure. I still thought he would still have feelings for me but now, I can draw a conclusion after I made my observations. He hates me and I can just stop hoping which is the thing that I'm gonna do and I have a feeling that I can do this. I hope.

I'm done with all this.

Truly,
Mij