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Friday, December 28, 2012 | 12:18 AM | 0Comment I hate it when I can't control my anger and my sadness. I'll just go insane and talk whatever shit about something that made me mad and sad. I think I have some kind of disease where at one point I can't control my feelings. I will just burst out everything to everyone who made me cross at the wrong time WITH thinking of the consequences that I may face in the future. For example; how will I face them after spilling it all out. It's just mortifying and pathetic. I don't get what is wrong with me at times. I think it's the pms but I haven't investigated that yet. I'll try observe myself when exactly I can't control myself. See, this post proves it. I already think of the consequences that I may face like people will read and will label me as a freak but I just can't help it. I just want to post this. I don't care right now. I've done something humiliating everytime I can't control my sadness. I am just so worried of not being the best for people. Paranoid, I would call it. I would normally say to myself, this is not Miza. It's somebody else. Wizards of Waverly Place is the only one that can make me laugh and forget what stupid and humiliating thing I've done for the moment.  |
