Royal Thoughts

Sorry for this emotional post :'(}

Sunday, January 8, 2012 | 12:45 AM | 5 comment

I thought I've been good and have many lovers but no. The fact is that I have many haters which I don't hate at all :'( I'm sorry for what I've done to you. Never really mean it. I really love you guys ♥ So much :') I am annoying. I admit that. I am more annoying at school. To be precise, at seseri. I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry :'( I know I am so perasan with my 'comel' 'princess' and all that. And my mood goes up and down sometimes. Never had been the same. I know so many had been annoyed with my freakishness and perasan-ness. I'm sorry to everyone. Especially my friends and juniors and also seniors of seseri. My friends here don't know the real me that's why they have never or maybe they're only annoyed at certain times. I am so sad to have sooooooooo many haters :'(

To my beloved juniors especially Atiqah Zulkifli, Nureileen Deanna, Zaherah Zulkifli, Nadia Shakiera, Ilham Fakhrul Farris, Khaliqah, Nasrin Zuhayra, Aireena Omar, Fatin Shahmira, Moohi,Hanis, Alya, Aisyah, Fatihah, junior epi, adikadik epi empat and semua yang kenal kita, be good and stay healthy and pretty always ♥ I really miss you guys. To those who had been there listening to my lame and childish problems [e.g. Zaherah Zulkifli, Nadia Shakiera and Nureileen Deanna], thank you so much too ♥ I really appreciate that. I miss you guys a lot. Best of luck for SPM this year! I know you guys can do it :) I don't know whether any of you are reading this but I really do hope that you guys do. ILOVEYOUGUYS

To beloved friends, all of 'em. Not only seserians. Not only my friends here in Shah Alam. ALL ♥ Thank you for being nice to me although I might be the most annoying person on earth :'( I appreciate your kindness that you've done to me all this while :')

To Nadhirah Nor Hakim, my forever best friend merangkap my prettiest twin princess sister, thank you for always being there for me although I might be the lame-est person that you have ever met. You know Fyqa said to me, 'Korang memang tak dapat dipisahkan kan' because Nasrin goes to seseri and she thought that I meet you everytime you visit Nasrin haha. We're the only one who knows how much we love each other right? :) Don't think the wrong way you idiot reader. ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEATWINPRINCESSSISTER ♥
Haifa Shaheera, my forever best friend too merangkap my sister, thank you so much for being so patient in dealing with a talk-a-lot-and-never-give-a-chance-for-you-to-talk-when-we-meet-at-your-house type of person. Sorry for being such an annoy-some. I really respect you because you're the nicest person I've ever met. ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEASISTER ♥
Nadia Amirah, my forever best friend merangkap my sister, I think I've been so mean to sometimes not understand you whenever you're being weird. I'm sorry but well that actually makes our bond stronger. Don't you think? Thank you for reading all my crappy-ness in my journal. I enjoy reading yours too ♥ That was such a good idea really :) and thank you for always being there when I needed someone to talk to. Sorry man for everything I did. ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEATWINSISTER ♥
Nadia Ibrahim, my forever JUNE-RS BEST FRIEND merangkap my sister, I know we don't talk much now. I'm sorry but deep in my heart I know that you still love me as your best friend :) Your birthday is near to mine that makes me excited when it comes to June. The month when all the pretty people was born ♥ ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEASISTER ♥
Megat Mohd Haziq Zamir, my forever one-and-only-best-guy-friend. We talk about ALMOST everything. I tell him whenever a stranger missed calls me and he'll give a 'kau kan hotstuff' LAH SANGAT :P He just said I am kerek just now. Sigh. I'm sorry for being such an asshole :'( Thank you for being such a nice best friend of mine :) ILOVEYOULIKEMYBIGBROTHER ♥

Fatin Amalina Hilmeriza, my forever best friend merangkap my coolest sister ♥ Thank you for being there when I had to tell you my lame and childish problems and mostly about you know what. I love your jokes you made spontaneously. Oh did I tell you that you are my first best friend in seseri? Yes. That's it. You've been such a nice and very cool dorm mate last two years. IMISSYOUSOMUCH :'((( ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEASISTER
Syifaa' Khalil my forever never-stop-nagging-and-being-angry-with-me-at-many-times best friend merangkap my BIG SISTER yang garang and ada muscle. Thank you for giving me so many advices and having the patient to comfort me whenever I cry, back in Seseri. I really miss all your nagging and all your annoyingness towards me :'( I am so sorry for being annoying although you're already sick of hearing these things. ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEABIGSISTER ♥
Anith Arina, my forever sotong-mate best friend. Do you know how much I love you? Okay that sounds wrong but don't think that way. I really miss the times we crap together, we laughed together and made many people annoyed, hiding Syifaa's slipper at the surau and at the bilik gosok and shared secrets about our crush and all that. ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLIKEASISTER ♥
Ereena Alfian, my cute-little-english-speaker best friend. I really miss speaking English with you. Idk but only with you I have the confidence to speak English. I know my English is not fluent as yours but you always give the chance for me to speak. Thank you. Remember I said that all your stories are dramatic? Yes, I miss hearing them. I know I've been horrible to you. It's just that sometimes you annoy me. I'm sorry. I know I annoy you too sometimes but I still love you because you are so nice in the inside. Oh don't forget that you're a total genius! ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ♥
Syahindah Zainal, my forever bapok-ketua-pondan-and-freak-but-pretty guitarist, I could remember the first time I met you. I didn't like you sorry. Don't blame me. You were being all emo that time. Sorry again. Seriously I love you now because you're so nice and always make those weird jokes out of nowhere and you are cool like that. I miss the time you call me, 'Mijaaaa' from far with the purposely-made-sengau voice of yours. I'm sorry for being such an annoying person. ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ♥
Nadiah Masri, my forever gedik sister, I'm sorry I always call you gedik but seriously, you are. It's okay really. That's how a lady have to be. I should be a bit more ayu-er like you sometimes. Barulah dapat boyfriend kan hahhaa :P Jangan kembang! IMISSYOUALOT AND ILOVEYOUSOMUCH
Farah Rashid, my always-had-a-problem-with-her-man DM-mate. I was really scared of you before because you are GARANG. But you're really nice. AND pretty too :) Seriously. Thank you for sharing your stories with me. Terharu. I really miss those times :'( ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ♥

I miss a lot of my friends back in seseri and I annoyed nearly all of them so I'm really sorry. Very sorry. For the ones whose name are not here, don't be sad or something. I love you more than ever. I'll post some more next time. My neck and back are really hurting now. My close friends may know why.

I think I had run out of the lane. In other words, terpesong from what I was writing just now. Never mind. I'm always like this so I'm sorry.
Back to the main point of this post, Sorry for being a troublesome and an annoying friend. I really love y'all like very much :') Thanks for hating me :') I always love you guys.

PS. I don't really have close guy friends. There are some more like Shebby, Aliff, Faris, Syafiq, oh and AMIR, the most annoying but nice friend :)Oh Rieza too, the friend that I've never met but I'm sure he's nice because someone I know really well said so. B T W, I annoy them too. I'm sorry guys :'( I love you guys too :')
PPS. MIANHAMNIDA CHINGU YA :'(((((((((

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